One QAnon believer’s journey through faith and loss — and what becomes of reality as we move online.

Eight: 'We Go All'

QAnon believers, united in a battle against dark forces of the world, reveal where the internet is headed.

Seven: 'Where We Go One'

An interview with PewDiePie, as he comes to grips with his influence.

Six: Impasse

How one outsider came to rule the internet — and eventually embody its battle with mainstream culture.

Five: The Accidental Emperor

A trip to YouTube for a conversation with the woman trying to change it.

Four: Headquarters

Five years into a rabbit hole, Caleb goes from one side of the screen to the other.

Three: Mirror Image

“The truth is down there, and you’ve got to go down and dig for it.” We trace Caleb’s descent into YouTube, inch by inch.

Two: Looking Down

A young man finds escape on the internet. He doesn’t realize that on the other side of the screen, a force is pulling him in.

One: Wonderland

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