I Matter to God, Feelings and All

raw & honest — hi guys! happy month of november! wasn't october such a blast?  if you ask me, I would say I had a great month! Not because everything ran smoothly, but because I inevitably had to conquer a few mountains of my own (it had to happen). God has definitely helped me discover more parts of myself that still needed some transforming and molding. He helped me realize that there were (and are) actually still some areas in my life that still needed to be surrendered to Him, and boy, does it hurt! it hurts when God digs down to my deepest fears, my anxiety, my emotions, in general, and bring them all to light. I needed to come out of hiding and be honest with Him about my feelings (because i'm good at avoiding them, the bad ones). I needed to be reminded that my distress doesn't impair my spiritual maturity and that God, in fact, cares about me even when i'm at my lowest of lows.  It was important for me to realize that even my negative emotions invite me into expressing myself openly and freely to my loving and caring Father. As a person who always likes to present herself to God the best way that she can, i kind of forgotten that the very reason why i need Jesus on a daily is because i will never have it all together, and that i need to be on a constant dependence on His strength and power to keep going in life. In this episode, I, your host, share to you my testimony on "emotions". 

be encouraged. be blessed. have a good month of november! 

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