Angela dives into her unsettling story of a drug trial that took an unexpected and devastating turn. Join us as we unravel the shocking side effects, the human impact, and the critical questions surrounding the events that transpired within her life after being a part of this drug trial. If you have a unique story you'd like to share on the podcast, please fill out this form: https://forms.gle/ZiHgdoK4PLRAddiB9 or send an email to wereallinsanepodcast@gmail.com

Dea shares her personal experience as a survivor of sexual assault by a medical professional, that being her pain management doctor Dr. Leng Ky. This story sheds light on the importance of raising awareness about such issues within the medical community and promoting a safe environment for patients. If you have a unique story you'd like to share on the podcast, please fill out this form: https://forms.gle/ZiHgdoK4PLRAddiB9 or send an email to wereallinsanepodcast@gmail.com

Bulimia nervosa is an eating disorder characterized by a cycle of binge eating and compensatory behaviors to prevent weight gain. People with bulimia often consume large amounts of food in a discrete period, feeling a lack of control during these episodes. Following a binge, they might engage in compensatory actions such as self-induced vomiting, misuse of laxatives or diuretics, fasting, or excessive exercise. This cycle often leads to feelings of guilt, shame, and distress. It's a complex mental health condition that can have serious physical and emotional consequences if left untreated. Cristine's Socials: Instagram.com/crissy_clementine If you have a unique story you'd like to share on the podcast, please fill out this form: https://forms.gle/ZiHgdoK4PLRAddiB9 or send an email to wereallinsanepodcast@gmail.com

Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) is a mental health condition characterized by a pattern of instability in one's mood, self-image, behavior, and relationships. Individuals with BPD often experience intense and rapidly changing emotions, have difficulties regulating their emotions, and struggle with a persistent fear of abandonment. They might engage in impulsive and risky behaviors, have unstable relationships, and experience feelings of emptiness. Other common symptoms include identity disturbances, recurrent suicidal behavior or self-harming tendencies, and sudden shifts in their views of others, alternating between idealization and devaluation. It's a complex disorder that can significantly impact an individual's life and their interactions with others. Treatment often involves psychotherapy, sometimes complemented by medications to address specific symptoms. Crisis Line: https://988lifeline.org Priscilla María's Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/cyclebreakercoach/ Priscilla María's website: https://www.priscillamaria.com/ If you have a unique story you'd like to share on the podcast, please fill out this form: https://forms.gle/ZiHgdoK4PLRAddiB9 or send an email to wereallinsanepodcast@gmail.com

Guest Briar, describes what it is like being a suicide witness survivor. Losing a loved one, particularly a boyfriend, who takes their own life is an incredibly traumatic and distressing experience that can leave a lasting impact on the person who witnessed it. Witnessing this tragic event may cause one to go through a range of emotions and reactions, each of which is a unique response to a profoundly distressing event. It's important to approach this topic with sensitivity and compassion, as there is no one-size-fits-all description for how someone might feel or react. Briar's IG & TikTok: briarrosesings If you have a unique story you'd like to share on the podcast, please fill out this form: https://forms.gle/ZiHgdoK4PLRAddiB9 or send an email to wereallinsanepodcast@gmail.com

Being addicted to pornography, commonly referred to as a "porn addiction," is a condition where an individual exhibits a compulsive and unhealthy dependency on pornography. This addiction can manifest as an inability to control one's consumption of explicit sexual material, leading to negative consequences in various aspects of life, including relationships, work, and personal well-being. Emmanuel found himself trapped in the relentless grip of addiction to pornography. His life had spiraled into a dark abyss, where he spent countless hours consumed by explicit images and videos, neglecting his responsibilities, and damaging his relationships with family and friends. This addiction had a stranglehold on his mind and soul, leaving him feeling empty, ashamed, and disconnected from the world around him. This man's story serves as a reminder that, with the help of a higher power and the support of a loving community, even the most profound and challenging addictions can be overcome Landing page link: https://www.teamvulnerable.com/30dayprogram STATS LINK: https://www.teamvulnerable.com/stats If you have a unique story you'd like to share on the podcast, please fill out this form: https://forms.gle/ZiHgdoK4PLRAddiB9 or send an email to wereallinsanepodcast@gmail.com

Guest Siobhan, tells the story of the mysterious death of Lauren Bajorek, a fellow student who died on her study abroad trip while in Seville, Spain in 2015. Many believe that Lauren’s death was not an accident and that there was some form of foul play involved. Siobhan had been acquainted with the man involved in Laurens death and describes her observation of him. Since Lauren’s tragic death, other women have come forward with similar stories surrounding this man within their study abroad programs. If you or someone you know was victimized by Manuel Blanco Vela, send an email to desurvivorsspeakup@gmail.com Siobhan's Instagram: @siowriter Siobhan's website: siobhanbrier.com Megyn Kelly's segment about Manuel Blanco Vela: https://www.today.com/video/young-woman-alleges-she-was-raped-by-tour-director-on-overseas-trip-1208239171682 The Chicago podcast about Lauren (season two is all about Manuel Blanco Vela): https://www.wbez.org/shows/motive/8c9f445c-4f62-46d6-a7f6-dc70a835e99b If you have a unique story you'd like to share on the podcast, please fill out this form: https://forms.gle/ZiHgdoK4PLRAddiB9 or send an email to wereallinsanepodcast@gmail.com

Guest Lexie, shares the harrowing story of the assault she experienced at the hands of her own brother. Lexie opens up about the traumatic experiences she endured within her own family. Her story is a searing account of the deep emotional wounds inflicted upon her by someone she should have been able to trust, and her journey towards healing and reclamation. If you have a unique story you'd like to share on the podcast, please fill out this form: https://forms.gle/ZiHgdoK4PLRAddiB9 or send an email to wereallinsanepodcast@gmail.com

Guest Adreana shares what it is like being a woman in the military and the unique challenges that can occur, including the experience of sexual harassment. While significant progress has been made in recent years to address these issues, there are still obstacles that women in the military face such as gender discrimination, harassment, lack of reporting, isolation, mental health consequences, and more. As a young woman with a military background, the decision to join the armed forces might feel like a natural progression. There's a sense of pride in following in the footsteps of family members and contributing to the defense of one's nation. Despite these challenges, many women who grow up in a military background and serve in the armed forces exhibit incredible strength and resilience. They continue to persevere, driven by a deep sense of purpose, duty, and a commitment to breaking down barriers for future generations of women in the military. Adreana's Socials: IG- @adreanaholland Tiktok- @adreanaholland Warrior Souls FB page- https://www.facebook.com/warriorsoulsinc?mibextid=LQQJ4d If you have a unique story you'd like to share on the podcast, please fill out this form: https://forms.gle/ZiHgdoK4PLRAddiB9 or send an email to wereallinsanepodcast@gmail.com

A dominatrix, often referred to as a "domme," is a professional practitioner of BDSM (bondage, discipline, dominance, submission, sadism, and masochism) activities. This unique profession involves guiding clients through consensual power exchange scenarios, where they assume the dominant role. Dominatrices are skilled in understanding their clients' desires, boundaries, and fantasies, ensuring a safe and enjoyable experience. They may employ various tools, such as restraints, impact implements, or verbal domination, to create an immersive and fulfilling BDSM session. Beyond the physical aspect, dominatrices often prioritize communication, trust, and consent, fostering a safe environment for exploring the intricate realms of fetishism and kink. Check out Ariana’s podcast: https://open.spotify.com/show/4iE3hfs3QMKNzBx00zicsN If you have a unique story you'd like to share on the podcast, fill out this form: https://forms.gle/ZiHgdoK4PLRAddiB9

Leah uses they/them pronouns. CW: This episode contains descriptions of image-based sexual abuse, sucidal ideation, SH, and SA.  Image-based sexual abuse, often known as "revenge p*rn" or "non-consensual p*rnography," is a disturbing digital offense with severe implications, particularly for young people. This malicious act involves the unauthorized distribution of explicit or intimate images or videos, exploiting trust or technology to share them online without consent. Among the most vulnerable are young individuals who may lack the experience and resources to protect themselves effectively. The consequences for them can be devastating, including emotional distress, social ostracization, and suicide. Combating this issue requires legal measures, comprehensive education, and digital literacy programs, all geared towards safeguarding the well-being of our youth in the digital age. Leah’s socials: https://www.leahjuliett.com/ https://www.instagram.com/leahjuliett https://www.tiktok.com/@leahjuliettpoems Leah’s Book: https://www.leahjuliett.com/naked-in-public

CW: This episode contains descriptions of addiction and SA. Fentanyl, an incredibly potent synthetic opioid, presents an alarming and ever-growing threat to today's youth. Its prevalence and allure have ignited a public health emergency. Adolescents and young adults, in their quest for experimentation, are especially susceptible. The peril emanates from its unparalleled potency; even minuscule quantities can prove fatal. Fentanyl frequently lurks within counterfeit pills and illicit substances, deceiving users into believing they are ingesting something less harmful. This hidden menace has precipitated an alarming upswing in youth overdoses, claiming numerous lives. Its addictive grip further compounds the danger, ensnaring young lives in cycles of dependency. Prioritizing awareness, education, and accessible treatment is imperative to safeguard our youth from this perilous epidemic. Sophie: https://www.instagram.com/sophieloo_/ https://www.tiktok.com/@sophiescityyy If you have a unique story you'd like to share on the podcast, fill out this form: https://forms.gle/ZiHgdoK4PLRAddiB9

CW: This episode contains descriptions of CSA, SA, suicide, and ED. Feederism is a niche subculture characterized by individuals who find sexual gratification in the act of encouraging their partners, known as "feedees," to consume excessive amounts of food, leading to weight gain. In this unique fetish, "feeders" derive pleasure from providing copious quantities of food, often fostering the deliberate expansion of their partner's body size. While some engage in feederism consensually and view it as a form of sexual expression, others find it controversial due to concerns about the health risks associated with rapid and extreme weight gain. Feederism exists as a diverse and sometimes misunderstood facet of human sexuality, with various participants embracing it for different reasons. Rosie: https://youtube.com/@Quirkyloverosee www.tiktok.com/@quirkyloverosee https://instagram.com/quirkyloverosee?igshid=YTQwZjQ0NmI0OA== https://x.com/quirkyloverosee If you have a unique story you'd like to share on the podcast, fill out this form: https://forms.gle/ZiHgdoK4PLRAddiB9

THANK YOU for an amazing first year of We’re All Insane! Over the course of the past year, we’ve heard 50 remarkable stories of resilience and survival. We are so incredibly grateful to our guests for sharing their stories and for our audience for listening to them. We love you all! This episode is just a brief celebration of the first year of the show with host Devorah Roloff and producer Juliana Winters. We discuss how the show began and where we got our start in the social media space.  If you have a unique story you'd like to share on the podcast, fill out this form: https://forms.gle/ZiHgdoK4PLRAddiB9

CW: This episode contains descriptions of DV, SA, suicide, and attempted murder. The cycle of abuse involves four stages: tension building, an explosive incident of abuse, a reconciliation or honeymoon phase, and a calm period. It's a pattern that repeats, making it difficult for victims to leave due to intermittent periods of calm and promises of change. Recognizing this pattern is essential for breaking free from abusive relationships and seeking help. Seeking help is a vital step towards reclaiming control and building a life free from fear. Importantly, reaching out for support is not a sign of weakness, but a brave act of self-preservation. Friends, family, shelters, helplines, and professional organizations offer resources to aid victims in escaping the cycle of abuse. They provide emotional assistance, safety planning, legal guidance, and a path towards healing. Breaking the silence and seeking help can provide a lifeline towards a future marked by safety, empowerment, and renewed hope. No one deserves to endure abuse, and by seeking help, survivors take the first step towards reclaiming their lives. Gabrielle: https://www.instagram.com/gahhbeegee/ https://www.instagram.com/gabrielleevephotog/ https://gabrielleevephotog.smugmug.com/ Resources & Help: https://www.joinonelove.org/get-help/ https://www.thehotline.org/ If you have a unique story you'd like to share on the podcast, fill out this form: https://forms.gle/ZiHgdoK4PLRAddiB9

CW: This episode contains descriptions of abuse & animal death. Surviving Munchausen by Proxy, a form of abuse where caregivers fabricate or induce illnesses in others, demands immense resilience and courage. Victims, often children, endure a complex web of manipulation and deception. Emerging from such a traumatic ordeal entails untangling the emotional and psychological knots, as they grapple with shattered trust and identity. Healing involves rebuilding self-esteem and learning to differentiate between genuine care and harmful intentions. Support networks of friends, family, and professionals play a pivotal role in guiding survivors towards recovery. By reclaiming autonomy, setting boundaries, and seeking therapy, survivors gradually dismantle the insidious effects of Munchausen by Proxy. Each step toward healing marks a triumph of the human spirit over adversity, nurturing newfound strength and a sense of agency to shape their own narratives. Resource: www.munchausensupport.com If you have a unique story you'd like to share on the podcast, fill out this form: https://forms.gle/ZiHgdoK4PLRAddiB9

CW: This episode contains descriptions of SH. Self-harm addiction involves recurrent, intentional self-inflicted injuries as a response to emotional distress. This repetitive behavior serves as a temporary relief mechanism for inner turmoil. Overcoming self-harm addiction necessitates recognizing triggers, seeking professional assistance, and exploring alternative coping methods. Therapeutic interventions and support networks play crucial roles in the recovery process. The journey towards wellness entails adopting healthier strategies to manage emotions and break the harmful cycle. If you or someone you know is grappling with self-harm addiction, know that effective help is available to foster healing and mental well-being. Resources: https://www.crisistextline.org/help-for-self-harm/ https://www.selfinjury.bctr.cornell.edu/resources.html https://twloha.com/find-help/help-by-topic/self-injury/ If you have a unique story you'd like to share on the podcast, fill out this form: https://forms.gle/ZiHgdoK4PLRAddiB9

Sponsored by BetterHelp. Get 10% off your first month at betterhelp.com/insane Detransitioning, or gender detransition, is a multifaceted and deeply personal process whereby individuals who have previously undergone gender transition reevaluate their gender identity and decide to return to their original gender expression or assigned sex at birth. This journey is often marked by complex emotions, as detransitioners navigate feelings of self-discovery, identity reevaluation, and societal pressures. Physical aspects may come into play, such as ceasing hormone therapy or reversing surgical procedures. Detransitioners may seek understanding and support from healthcare professionals, therapists, and peer communities to cope with the challenges and uncertainties that arise during this transformative process. Open conversations about detransitioning are crucial to fostering understanding, empathy, and respect for each individual's unique path of self-exploration and identity development. If you have a unique story you'd like to share on the podcast, fill out this form: https://forms.gle/ZiHgdoK4PLRAddiB9

CW: Suicidal ideation, abuse, SA, addiction The troubled teen industry harbors untold horrors that lurk behind its façade of rehabilitation. This dark and secretive world encompasses a range of institutions claiming to help troubled youth but often subjecting them to physical, emotional, and psychological abuse. Unregulated facilities, far from the prying eyes of oversight, employ manipulative tactics, solitary confinement, and harsh punishments that scar vulnerable minds. Reports of neglect, exploitation, and even deaths have emerged, casting a chilling light on the industry's disturbing practices. These hidden nightmares serve as a haunting reminder of the urgent need for stringent regulations to protect the well-being and dignity of those who seek help and healing. Resources: https://www.breakingcodesilence.org/  http://wwaspsurvivors.com/  https://www.unsilenced.org  http://sia-now.org https://wewarnedthem.org/ https://freedomofmind.com/cult-mind-control/bite-model/ If you have a unique story you'd like to share on the podcast, fill out this form: https://forms.gle/ZiHgdoK4PLRAddiB9

Thanks HelloFresh! Go to HelloFresh.com/ALLINSANE50 and use code ALLINSANE50 for 50% off plus free shipping! Narcissistic mothers exhibit distinct behavioral patterns that deeply affect their young daughters. They frequently use manipulation, emotional blackmail, and guilt-tripping to control their daughters' actions and emotions. Narcissistic mothers may oscillate between idealizing and devaluing their daughters, creating a confusing emotional landscape for the young women. They may undermine their daughters' accomplishments, undermine their self-confidence, or dismiss their feelings and opinions. These mothers tend to be dismissive of their daughters' boundaries, intruding on personal space and disregarding their need for autonomy. Narcissistic mothers are often incapable of providing genuine emotional support, leading their daughters to feel emotionally neglected and invalidated. The young women may grow up feeling invisible, unworthy, or constantly seeking their mother's elusive approval, which can lead to long-lasting self-esteem issues and difficulties in forming healthy relationships. The negative impact of narcissistic mothers can extend into adulthood, with daughters struggling to establish their own identities, trust their judgment, and engage in authentic self-care. Recognizing these destructive patterns is crucial for daughters to embark on a healing journey, learning to set healthy boundaries, and cultivate self-compassion, allowing them to break free from the emotional chains of their narcissistic upbringing. If you have a unique story you'd like to share on the podcast, fill out this form: https://forms.gle/ZiHgdoK4PLRAddiB9